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Yesterday was a very interesting day. I heard that there will be an Anime projection in the culture center where I go often so I went after German class to see it. I was afraid that the choice of anime will be something with allot of violence and will show anime (and japan) in a wrong light.
It wasn't. The anime was really great . 時をかける少女, Toki o Kakeru Shōjo  is really a great anime. It shows everyday Japanese life and it's spiced with a little bit of fiction and romance. Even my mother enjoyed it ( " I could cry on the end").

Well there is definitely a lot happening this days. First I've started working on my website and I'm almost done I just have to write something in the FAQ-page and add some links. I'm really satisfied with the design I ain't reviling anything yet.
The other thing is that I'm proud to announce that Warumono-kun (a guy from my class - who haven't yet activated his dA) is gonna be a "Guest Artist" on my art exhibition with a collaboration between me and him.

As you can notice the collab is Hizumi-sama (D'espairs Ray's vocalist) fanart. I decided that It should go on my art exhibit although it is a fanart. Warumono's style is simple yet satisfying and the coloring was a bit diferent since it had to fuse with the style.

And a really happy news is that my Japanese Language teacher has came back from Japan . I can't describe how happy I am to finally continue my classes

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Не сум твојот Ангел
но можам да те научам
како добро да леташ -Со мене...

Anđeo tvoj nisam
no mogu te naućiti
kako dobro letjeti-Sa mnom....

I want to believe that we are leaving in an age when computers are invented, when  the internet is discovered, when there is a possibility for everyone to travel to wonderful places, when it is easier to be educated...yet that's not the case. We're leaving in an age where there are wars, prejudice of every kind (towards nationality, religion, gender, sexual or any orientation), age of sickness (AIDS for example). I wander if the Pandora's box was opened yet again. Really it seems like the end of the world. " End of all Innocence" as Tuomas Holapainen would say.
Here I am standing yet again all mighty and talking about stuff almost nobody understands. Do I label my self as different if I wear black, have an unusual hair style or have some make-up on? No. Do I label myself as different if I listen to Underground music? No. Do label myself as different when I say I don't believe in time,prejudice and politics? No. Do I label my self as different at all? No. You are the one who label's me. Remember how the song goes "You label me, I'll label you! ". In deed . This age labels me for a lot of trivial stuff. So I am gonna label IT.

IT is disgusting.
IT is trowing all it's values.
IT is making mock of everything GREATER and HOLY.
IT is trying to be HOLY , yet IT is NOT.
IT is INFERNAL.
IT is HELL.
IT is the seed of all EVIL.
IT is EVIL.

  My heart reaches to it's home
forever lost in it's undone cage
with no exit to be found
only hope and love for the Nameless  Age

If oceans could prevail
If all it's quintessences would be here
I would always love you

The Beginning of all Endings....

I wasn't in a good mood yesterday and I didn't have a good hunch for this school trip aether yet it was great and I'm feeling great (yet tired from all the action). So I'll let the pictures speak for them selfs :)

Past few days I've been working. Drawing for the stupid Fine Graphic class and preparing for my Art Exhibition. Few weeks before I had joined the Macedonian British Council because I wanted to find some interesting literature. Up till now I've borrowed few books. I've read only one (because the others ended up being boring- I know that usually books are boring on the beginning but hey!) and I'm reading one now. The one I've read is called The Book of Dead Days and it is a good book, written in a good style yet on the end I was disappointed *at some point* . Currently I'm reading A Long Way Down by Nick Hornby which is an awesome book. The characters and the plot are so well shown and organized and explained and as well it is hilarious *shhh the book happens to be one of Johny Depp's favs (says so on the back- cover) *I borrowed few magazines too.Dazed & Confused.They are really good and enjoyable with great arcticles and powersome photographies.

That's about it for now ^_^' -__-'''

Well lately If been busy (believe it or not) with the preparation for my Art Exhibition next month. I hope that everything will go smoothly even if I have done very little of what should be but, hopefully, it will all be done.
The 3rd Qualification Period is over and the results of it came to. I know that in the past few months I've menaged to change, more or less, everything on better yet some things have gone worse. Here are the results (oh God I fell like I'm  on Eurosong *yack*) of the 3rd QP.

Classic Classes:
Macedonian Language 5
English Language 5
French Language 5
History 4 (2)
Computer Class /

Art Classes:
Theory of Form and Color 4
Modeling 5 (4)
Drawing and Painting 5
Calligraphy 5

Main Classes:
Graphic Techniques 5 (4)
Fine Graphic 3 *1 (4)

The things in the slashes are my past grades from 2nd QP and the "1" with a star is an extra grade. The extra grade had disturbed me. Because that means that even if I have the "3" I have failed the class and I have to make it to "2" at least to continue to next year or I would have to go to extra period . AHHH I'm so fucked up bcs of it.
I could just start to flame her here but I refuse to do that. Although it is not fair that she gave her son a "3" when I got " 3 *1 " just bcs he's her son. He doesn't even know how to draw a  circle yet not the other stuff *argh* .

Ok enough is enough. I'm going to bed now. Next time I'll tell you about thew other stuff that happened past few weeks.

" There's a hole in the world like a great black pit
And it's filled with people who are filled with shit
And the vermin of the world inhabit it."

Well past few days were very interesting. On Friday my dear friend Maya had her birthday party and it was pretty pretty fun. We met about 18:00 (she had her bad habit to be late every time so by her time it was 18:30 when we met) and I gave her her present. It was a drawing ( on A3 format ). Female act in manga style I would say. She loved it. Next we went to bye some pancakes and set in the Magor Cafe. We had a long conversation about books, as the Cafe we were in was a cafe shop of some sort. And as the time passed bye we went to the party. I was looking forward to meet her cousin which she talked about, a lot. He ended up being a pretty cool guy. He liked philosophy and science so we had a long conversation about everything. There wee other friends I didn't see for a long time too so it was pretty nice.
The next day I woke up about 2 p.m. and got

ready to go to my friend's. We decided to have a movie marathon. I brought Sweeney Todd. We all loved it. The music, the actors, the story, the scenography and the tones and shades. We enjoyed it pretty much. After the 1st movie (ST) , Maya left and there was only 3 of us now. We moved on to the 2nd movie Queen of Damned. It was pretty cool. With all the vamps and cool outfits and everything. The OST was cool too. After it , Ana  had to go so I and Anastasia where the only ones left. We decided to watch  Stepford Wives. It was funny yet not as good as th other two.
On Sunday we went to the Central Park to a gig. It was boring. Too boring. First the bends that played have , as  usual, sucked and there were skinheads all around so we couldn't go to the front.

Today I got 5- (A-) on an essay about Ahiles of the Iliad. Nothing else  "interesting" happened.

"But not for long"

Well It's been a while hasn't it? I decided to return and make a little make over, ended up starting up a new tough. I really like the new banner and avatar .
Starting today this blog will be my journal and here I'm gonna write all the f***ing s*** that happens to me in my everyday life. Yeah I know...boring.

Today in school was really really frustrating (hell it's frustrating every day but today was like the top of the tops). We started out with Computer Class on which we did some editing in MC Word and watch some multimedia stuff. There was this South Park like cartoon which was actually funny (although most of my "loved" class find it boring and stupid). While watching one asshole started criticizing how I never take a shower and that my hair was totally fucked up and I should cut it. I tried to ignore him. "People can see a torn in the eye in others but can't see a whole tree in their"- I said to my self. The jackass that was talking actually is one of the most disgusting person I have ever seen. First he is as fat as a giant boll, 2nd he smells on kilometers and 3rd his hair is pure wax. He didn't stop commenting after 10 minutes and I decided to stand up and sit on another chair. Later we had P.E. on which we usually do the homework for Creative Calligraphy. While I was doing mine there he was again and with others. Their comments were so annoying that I decided to put my iPod on so that I can't hear them.  They started fighting in the classroom and they pushed me so that I ruined my homework. I had broken and started screaming at them and went to the Homeroom teacher so I can continue with my work without being annoyed by them. But It didn't helped aether.
School has been a bitch  lately only shit has been happening.

People Stupidity can surprise you any time over and over again.

Mood: Shity
Listening to: Running up that hill - Within Temptation